Contact

Finally after several years of silence I finally got in touch with her... It has been a long while. Things have changed. What once was a vivacious sultry goddess has turned into a pragmatic homemaker. Am I now seeing the light of dead stars?

Change

Ah... the only constant thing in this world... Sigh... I wish we could could slow down things a bit. I'm back in the urnban jungle for the past three years . The days go by where people are rushing on inexorably to something ... Something which they may not even discern what or where...

Do they really know where they're going to. Ordo they march on with the beat of crowd..Where to ? If only things coud take the pace of the steady rhythm of nature. If only we could stop and step back a bit and look for one moment at the big picture.... Sigh Too much change can be disastrous..

From the far side of the world

Isn't it amazing how you go on with your seemingly hopeless life in this far corner of the world, thinking this is all that it is when just a few miles away or maybe a bunch of clicks of the keyboard you realize a whole new world is moving at its pace. You are oblivious to it until now like your on the Matrix or you're like Jim Carrey in the Truman show. And suddenly the ocean of truth gapes at you and you suddenly feel so lost and overwhelmed...

What drives you

An accidental click on the remote button has eventually made me end up on the PC searching for the background of the people in the show Apprentice.... Whew I really admire the intensity and the passion of the people featured in the show... Which makes me wonder...wow...how do these people manage all the pressures ? what would it take them to be the apprentice ?

Cybersearch

So here I am, thirty years of crappy stay on earth still tapping the night away with my PC hoping that somewhere somehow in the vast cyberspace a kindred soul gets to receive this call for help.
At times like these I just wish I could go back in time... when things were pretty much simple. As a boy my world only consisted of my small town cut off from the rest of the world by the looming mountains on the east and the blue sea on the west.
Things were pretty much simple back then... No deadlines.. no worries... no moody bosses to deal with. Not even cold equations of the universe to ponder upon. Life goes on smoothly and calmly like the ebbing of the tide and the setting of the sun. If and that is the big if things could just go back to where it used to be.
But the shuddering truth ...it just doesnt work that way...Things have to change. Sandcastles crumble..hope fades...leaves wither away...innocence is shattered and all we can do is watch helplessly as we march inexorably oftentimes unconsciously towards our doom.